And then there was the final truth.
Radiance Chin is going for National Service !
I was just at the restaurant that day while chatting with my cousins and uncle
We were discussing about the selections for PLKN and how it will be like
I couldn't bare the thought of being chosen into some random camp with the least people I know
The scariest part ,
WILL I SURVIVE?
At that time , it was indeed hard to log into this annoying website
I couldn't check if I was selected
Then I went home
Without any expectations to enter the website
It OPENED
Typed in my ic number
And there it was
No I/C : 930329-04-5142
Nama : RADIANCE CHIN KHEE YOONG
PLKN : Tahniah! Anda dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN Siri 08/2011
*screams*
Mum came and took a look
Immediately , tears roll down my eyes
And slowly I saw my mother's eyes became watery.
'I hope nothing bad happens to whichever camp you are chosen'
Those were the words my mother gave
I cried myself to sleep that night
Knowing I had to leave my house for 3 months
I never knew I would feel like I needed to be home for 24 hours during that 3 months
I never wanna complain about not going home anymore
=(