Today I lose a friend
A friend that has been dear to me
A friend since I was in primary
A friend who was with me through ups and downs
A friend who was always willing to be by my side to listen
A friend who knew how to cheer me up
A friend whom I care for
A friend whom I treated like my sister
A friend I thought I would never lose
A friend I thought I would see her getting married
A friend I thought I knew is one I'll never lose contact
A friend I thought I would never wanna let go

I'm sorry Emilia.
I love you
But it hurts me to to say goodbye
It is my fault I did not tell you why
Because it hurt me like hell to even say it to myself
It is my fault for not supporting you
Because I thought I was doing the right thing to care for you
It is my fault for not being your friend in need
Because I was just too self centred.

Good bye to our friendship. I'm sorry I can't make it seem like it didn't happen at all. Because it already did and the scar cannot be healed.