So..
As you guys know and see , I've been having some heart aches.
But i recently found out a few other well..
Not heart breaking news at all! =)
If you are my friend or you have read my last blog , I was totally in love with this guy.
But he I categorized as a crush and nothing but just a crush.
Tho he is soooo SMOKING hot!
I took him only as my crush because he had a gf.
NOW ,
Here is where everything seems to fall into its place.
He finally broke up with his gf! =)
*i know im mean i should be sad but.. I JUST CANT!*
I'm so happy! I cant believe its finally happening!
I couldnt stop screaming when my friend told me about this.
Until my teachers were looking at me!
*yesh! that was how freaking happy i was!*
But I cant seem to find a reason why I still should take him as my crush only.
Another thing is that , I finally found this really cute guy which I have been searching for since like 2 months on facebook?
And I finally found his profile!
YES! I added of cuz. =)
And there is this malay guy.
From my tuition.
Liked me since last year.
He smsed me and told me he stil likes me and wil love me til death seperates us.
*awwww.. how sweet*
But in this case , I dont think this relationship will last if I accept.
Is this a sign?
I mean , I have been so freaking heart broken.
And now suddenly guys are coming out from everywhere.
*no im not bragging*
But is this a sign that I shouldnt be upset anymore?
Cuz as I can see now.
There are more guys out there than just HIM.
Deep down in my heart I still want him.
But things are looking fine in my life.
Still.. Deep down I want to see an sms from him to show that he still cares
But why should I want that?
=(
*weeping in silent*
Feeling for today : Should I just let it go now? =(
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