I promised myself not to answer any of his calls , talk to him , reply him or do what so ever concerning him.
To those who have not known , my phone is out.
So , I'm currently using my mum's phone.
Suddenly a phone call came in.
It was the name that shouldnt be revealed.
I wasnt sure if it was him because I have so many other friends with that name
So , I took da risk to answer it.
AND DAMNIT!
It was him. I couldnt run anymore.
So we chatted. He kept asking me how am i and all.
He even asked if I'm available.
So I said I already promised my friend to stay single the whole year.
And he was happy?
WEIRD I KNOW!
So , we chatted till his credit finished.
And I felt guilty so..
I reloaded for him.
I know its stupid but he is at an island and he got no money anymore.
As u know island's stuff are really expensive.
Hmm.. Do you think I did a wrong thing?
Well , the conversation lasted for 40 min and I cant lie but I enjoyed it.
*to wendy , no ur not getting ur shoes. I'm stil single*
But there was a moment where I cried cuz we ended up talking bout the other girl.
But I controlled. I don't know what to do now.
How?? *sigh*
Feeling for today : I'M A BUMMER!